The-Winchesters-Past

“You want to know how I feel, Dean? I’m insecure. I’m so fucking insecure, anxiety constantly eats at me, and I try so hard to be liked!! To help the people with their maths, or grab their lunch when I’m already in the line at the canteen. And it hurts so much that I’m still not good enough for anyone. People still talk about me, and I’m the weirdo and- I- yes.. I like you, but I could never expect you to like me back- How could I when I don’t even like myself?” Quickly you buried your face in your hands- you had never opened up like this before. Dean’s face was one of shock, he never kne